:: LiFe tHe LifE to thE fuLLesT ::

It's been a while...

A promise to always write up end up krik krik due to lack of ideas n poor internet connection. Heeeee... 

Occhaeturn, Let's!!! 

Back when I took a foundation in architecture n environmental design... I notice that I'm lacking of skills in designing building/structure. As well as part of the needed main point is gifted talent, I know that I will get lots of stress if I'm too stubborn to follow my ego... LoL. 

When my Lecturer assist me on choosing the correct path... Madam Yusniha told me that, I am good with imagination n inside mind visualise yet, I cannot transfer the image I created inside into a piece of paper. Senang cerita, ppl will not gonna understand my design coz I am too, tend to be confused with my own... 🤣🤣🤣

Therefore, knowing the lacking on this part, instead of following my dream to become an architect, I choose my plan B . ( Like u need to understand urself when u know u cannot do this job.. LoL). 

My plan B is kinda about follow the flow at the time or anything that I dream suitable for me to go with. The part of dreams that exist, still, I am very much  interested in designing especially the clothes n maybe some part of interior design but again, admit that I am bad on certain skills I choose to learn something equal to challenging architecture which is town planning. 

Plus minus, the course seems the easiest one after I compare to 4 alternatives course offered in the Kulliyyah (faculty) after architecture (quantity survey, interior design, landscape architecture& urban n regional planning). To be honest, town planning actually equals to architecture course to learn about. Ahahhahahhaha. Haish~~~

But, since it's already decided- n I vowed to follow the flow, I choose myself to be in this course. And I suffer. Ahahaahaha

My principle is simple. When u do hv a passionate feeling in certain things, it will always lead u to eagerly learn it by urself... hence, I challenge myself to do town planning bcoz it's a bit similar to architecture knowledge. ( this is my opinion... hahaha.. tak same pun weh!!! Sakit otak aku belajar 2-2 ni). 

I also think that why not I try to learn something I dont know, so it's will enhance my capability in absorbing another knowledge and thus, adding an extra info in myself. All of the above because I remember y there's a saying : 

'Tuntutlah Ilmu hingga ke Negeri China'

To me, the quote kinda send a signal that, you should not stay in one place n mereput. LoL... You should learn as much as you love and make sure to use the knowledge accordingly. The same reason why nowadays I suddenly would love to do psychology course LoL (I know I'm such a complicated lady... 🙄🤣🤣)

As far as I love to get out from my comfort zone, sometimes it's definitely not easy to deal with some feeling that usually a bit negative n downgraded my own ability. To me, it's normal that u doubt urself, u r not so confident with ur ability nor you felt stupid enough to go through. However, always put in the mind that, we only live once, & we died once, so, why dont we live our life to the fullest!!!

So Long...